Some day you’ll remember me for who I was when we were together.
Possible Lyrics
Opening Verse: You had me at hello, but never quite the way he did. I wish you were here, but I guess you’d rather have what she gives.
Chorus: I’m walking around in your mind, a barren wasteland of human kind. I think I saw myself passing by, but I wasn’t myself. No, I was someone else.
Verse 1: And I can’t get you out of my system cause it hurts too much to think. I don’t want you out of my mind, but there’s not much left to drink.
Chorus
Verse 2: I remember you told me to go, but I’m thinking that was just for show… I’m floating through an abyss of loneliness, and we’re counting down to zero.
Chorus
Verse 3: I took you in without regret, and you’re stuck forever until I forget. I wish you could leave me alone, and you don’t even know you’re here. You don’t even know you’re here.
Breakdown: It’s not like I told you to bow at my feet, I just wanted a bit of honesty. What ever happened to telling the truth? Sometimes I wish you would. Why can’t it all disappear? Sometimes I wish I would.
End Chorus: I’m walking around in your mind, a barren wasteland of human kind. I think I saw myself passing by, but I wasn’t myself. No, I was someone else.
I have so much more to say, but the look in your eyes says not today. Come on and let me go.
I’m stuck in my mind. Every day I can’t escape the black cloud hovering, ahead, behind.
Guess I’m done writing sad songs for you, cause whatever I say won’t get through.
Tomorrow will come and she’ll still have you, but you’ll never know what you missed.
At least I can still say my heart is beating…
Where am I going?
Life sure has its way of throwing curveballs at you when you’re least expecting.
I won’t let it get me down. Why dwell when you can move forward?
It’s bound to get better eventually, right?
How much further down can we go before it’s rock bottom…
From there we can either find a way back up, or eventually disintegrate
and break into smaller forms and evaporate into the air uncontrollably
and fly away until we’re in the clouds…I’d like to think it happens that way.
It could be miscommunication or it could be fate.
Who knows where we’re meant to go.
No one can ever expect life to take them in one specific direction.
Open your eyes…
I just want you to tell me how you feel…
It’s all give and no take, is this thing we have one sided?
I can’t read you and I feel like if we were rainstorms, I’d be the one that causes the flood…
I don’t want to smother you, but I’ve waited so long for you to reciprocate…
I want to tell you that I look forward to talking to you and that it gets me through hard days to know that you’ll be there when I’m done.
I want to say that you make my stomach drop with the tiniest hello, and that deep inside I am ready to burst with just the thought of laying in your arms.
Your kisses are infectious and the only place I want to be is with you, warm and safe - but here I’m cold and alone, always desperately craving this thing that I can’t have…
I refuse to push you away, so I won’t bother you with my girlish wants, thoughts, and needs…but it’s getting harder to hold it all in.
Can’t you step it up, be my stability, and have the balls to take initiative?
JUST TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL.
How do I make you understand without pushing you away?
YOU KNOW WHY.
Boy don’t ever think you’re special
Just because I made it seem so
I want you to know that you’re nothing to me
And it was all a mistake of my mind.
My heart is gonna be just fine
Untouched, unbroken
You haven’t gotten me yet
I’m glad I didn’t let it go that far
So I’ll have nothing to regret
This time, I’m the one laughing
This time, you’re not gonna get the last word
THIS TIME, I won’t let it happen
I’m going to reach the sky
You should know…I’m going to be just fine.
Untouched, unbroken
You haven’t gotten me yet
I’m glad I didn’t let it go that far
So I’ll have nothing to regret
You made me feel again
But I’m on my way back to numb
I might be hiding the truth
But it’s better than shutting down for you
You’re not worth the hurt
And you’re not worth the time
I can’t believe you let this die
But I can’t be your second best to loneliness
You Mean Nothing/Everything.
I love the way you think you’re so smart, cunning, frightful.
Don’t bother, I can see right through your dauntless eyes.
I walk through life with apprehension and doubt.
My mind is a sea of impracticality and the waves keep getting stronger.
Say what you think, Say it to my face.
I won’t allow to be the cause of my descent.
You don’t scare me, you’ll never again break my wall.
You’ve given me the strength to stand against the current.
I don’t believe you, I won’t.
I’m not as fragile as you think.
The Letter I Wish Mattered
I hope you know you broke my heart, the only one ever. I hope my letter gets to you. I only want you to understand how you made me feel. But I won’t lie…I still think about you constantly, and I still hope it’s you when the phone rings. You walk through my dreams at night. You’re in my heart forever. I will eventually heal, but not for a long time. I’ll never forget our time together, even if you left so easily. They all say the worst of you, but I still only see the good. No matter how bad you hurt me, I’ll always miss you.
Love,
Caiti </3
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